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Let me start by saying this: Apparently I was asked ot do this about a week ago and I totally missed it due to another bout of inactivity. So, now that's out of the way, I'll get on with this little thing Mitch has tagged me in.
1) Confess things that you are okay with confessing--they may be funny, or personal, or sad, or happy; just some things.
2) This is an excuse to talk about yourself; do it, do it!
3) Mention the person who tagged you; I'm sure they're interested in what you have to say.
4) Try confessing more than 3 things.
5) Tag your friends, like, 2 friends. Maybe even three friends.
It seems to be all about confession. If you really wanna hear me confess stuff, I'll do it. Why not?
Happy(?) confessions
Depressing confessions
Random confessions
Now, I know what you're thinking. So let me stop you there. Are these really confessions? Hell. I don't know. Some of them might be. I think some of them might just be random facts about me. Oh well.
Oh, before I finish this there are some bonus super secret confessions that you can ask for. Ones that I will most likely not publish to a journal or a comment thread. Feel free to ask for them if you're up for it. But for some of you, it might change your outlook towards me.
And no, I'm not gonna tag people. I'm not really about that, so this chain ends here.
1) Confess things that you are okay with confessing--they may be funny, or personal, or sad, or happy; just some things.
2) This is an excuse to talk about yourself; do it, do it!
3) Mention the person who tagged you; I'm sure they're interested in what you have to say.
4) Try confessing more than 3 things.
5) Tag your friends, like, 2 friends. Maybe even three friends.
It seems to be all about confession. If you really wanna hear me confess stuff, I'll do it. Why not?
Happy(?) confessions
- Though I often suggest otherwise, I normally (intentionally) avoid killing PCs in my Rogue Trader games. In a crude but effective manner, I have had enemies switch focus when they 'believe' someone is dead. This has saved 4 lives.
- I had given up on the world of fictional literature until I came across Fallout: Equestria - the sheer complexity of the piece and it's delightful characters not only reinforced my outlook on ponies, but it also kickstarted my return to literature - prompting me to read the Horus Heresy series.
- Nothing makes me happier than the end of my Rogue Trader sessions. A couple of my players thank me for running hte session and others praise me on the events that took place, often leading to 3 hour long discussions wherein I hint at what might happen next or help fill in on any questions someone has. Seriously, that stuff genuinely makes me smile.
Depressing confessions
- I legitimately don't believe I'm deserving of life. It's one of my little beliefs that nobody deserves the right to live, they all earn it. Everyone has a purpose, even if it's the smallest little thing. Even if it's just t be the antagonist. I don't think I truly have a purpose.
- With the exception of doctor's appointments, I haven't left the house in 6 weeks. Things have gotten to the stage where I'm genuinely fearful of social interaction. And I don't know why. The worst part is, everyone 'understands' - the college has given me time off and my doctors have declared me too sick to work. Frankly, I think all that's pretty BS.
- I resent the fact that my American friends don't have access to the same medical care and attention I'm receiving. It's not fair and it's not right. They are far more deserving of help than I am. They are far better people.
- I don't celebrate Christmas and birthdays, to me they're just average days that have no reason to be special.
Random confessions
- I own 5 copies of Fallout 3
- I've always wanted to learn to draw digitally, but I've never worked up the motivation/time to learn and practice.
- To date, I can safely say I have spent well over £3000 on Warhammer 40,000
- I despise Windows 8. I honestly think it's an enormous step back from what Windows 7 achieved (I cannot wait for the release of Windows 10, it's every 8 should have been).
- I have a secret bottlecap collection, consisting of ONLY Coca-Cola bottlecaps. I currently have 32 caps. (Bring on the Wasteland, I can afford a potato.)
Now, I know what you're thinking. So let me stop you there. Are these really confessions? Hell. I don't know. Some of them might be. I think some of them might just be random facts about me. Oh well.
Oh, before I finish this there are some bonus super secret confessions that you can ask for. Ones that I will most likely not publish to a journal or a comment thread. Feel free to ask for them if you're up for it. But for some of you, it might change your outlook towards me.
And no, I'm not gonna tag people. I'm not really about that, so this chain ends here.
Depression, anxiety and insomnia - an angsty tale
All righty then. I know I don't use this site much, but I just saw my old journal and holy crap was it outdated.
Now... there was a list of things for me to do on my last 'entry' and I can quite happily say I've done most of them (most, not all). College is alright, coding isn't so bad (that's a complete lie, Javascript is hell), Rogue Trader is going well, and I've started painting my Warhammer stuff.
Now then. The big reason I'm writing this is quite simple really: I'm writing it on a whim. I got bored and decided to update a thing or two. That being said, it's worth mentioning that everything is not A-ok in jolly old Alba. The title wa
Stuff and things.
Silly little update to this.
Things I'm currently trying to do:
-Be more active here and as a writer/artist/whatever/creative person-thing-stuff.
-Get a job.
-Learn coding.
-Get into College (Not like I'm doing much else, huh?)
-Stop being an anti-social dick (I speak to nobody and that needs to stop. It's dumb.)
-Finish painting my Death Korps of Krieg Platoon + Artillery crew (40k shenanigans)
-Do something with this £400 worth of Tyranids I have sitting around me (40k shenanigans 2.0)
-Set up my own RP group (Rogue Trader, something a friend wants me to do and I'm happy to do it. Leave a comme
Because Mitch said to do it.
1. You must post the rules.
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post.
4. You have to choose some people you talk with on dA every now and then (no specific number) to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" You legitimately have to tag your own number of people.
5 things about me:
1. I'm lazy.
2. I don't talk much.
3. I'm a nerd.
4. I love horror movies.
5. I'm Scottish.
Joey's questions:
1. Wha
Hey There!
If you're reading this is because you've decided to visit my page for one reason or another - Maybe I left a nice comment and you wanted to say thanks? Maybe you're here to give the usual "thanks for the +Fav!" (no problem), or maybe you stumbled across my low tier 'art' somehow? - and this is a quick and easy way of saying hello :)
Simple right?
On a side note:
If you are a Battlefield 3 playing Brony, why not join The New Lunar Republic? http://battlelog.battlefield.com/bf3/platoon/2832655391544062151/
There is a Ventrillo server used by us in the description of the Platoon, so feel free to come have a chat :)
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I don't see not making a big deal of birthdays or holidays a depressing thing, unless other people are giving you a hard time about it.
Your Telepathy must not work on me, because I was thinking "Potatoes cost 32 caps?"
One day I'll play the ones you gave me, but Mitch insists they're huge time commitments so I haven't dared to start yet.
Your Telepathy must not work on me, because I was thinking "Potatoes cost 32 caps?"
One day I'll play the ones you gave me, but Mitch insists they're huge time commitments so I haven't dared to start yet.